Life according to Werner and Santi

Werner Herzog’s a peculiar guy. He has eaten his own shoe after losing a bet, he has jumped in a cactus field for the sole entertainment of his crew and cast, and has even gone as far as threatening to shoot the life out of the acting prima donna, Klaus Kinski on the set of Aguirre the Wrath of God.

It’s clear that nothing Werner says or does should surprise you too much. But even so, his view on happiness comes right out of leftfield:

““I barked at a Hare Krishna disciple one time at the Miami airport because he insisted I take the book he was offering. “Aren’t you interested in happiness,” he asked. “No!”” (Werner Herzog- a guide for the perplexed)

Is this just a rant of a cranky old man? We couldn't be more mistaken to think so. The reason that Werner doesn’t seek happiness is that he knows too well.  He can see right through the empty charm of such promises.

Santiago Gavidia has only lived a fifth of Werner's life. Santi is still a high schooler. He might not know all the ins and outs of life, but he certainly has profound things to say about our quest for happiness:

"People seem to be scared of sadness (at least I sort of  am), like we are supposed to be happy all the time, and in this eternal pursuit of happiness we forget that contrast is key. Sad moments eventually lead to happy times as so on. I guess if you're doing what you love most with the people that you love, you'll find your place in this world." (Santi's blog)

Santi is up to something here. If happiness is not a constant and it intertwines with sadness, then what is it that we should really aspire for in life? Finding purpose is key.

We live in a world often defined by vanity metrics. We look up to those metrics because of our unrelenting need of instant gratification that we equate to happiness. We chase the elusive ideal of happiness instead of asking ourselves if we’re serving our purpose. While fulfillment is a state of mind, happiness is a fleeting moment, just like serenity, self-doubt and fear.

Football is indeed one of the greatest metaphor of life, so here it goes: if we spend our lives pursuing happiness, we’d be just as foolish as the football supporter who’s expecting to see nothing else but goals scored by his favourite team  in a single game. The fans go to the stadium knowing that those ninety minutes will encompass an assortment of emotions, and that’s exactly what makes them love the game. The goal is merely a climax resulting from the combination of all those emotions. And often times-especially if you're an Inter supporter- that goal might not even come. But if you remove all those emotions you’d be killing the very game.

And this is why Werner dismissed that Hare Krishna monk. Werner found fulfillment in doing what he loves most: filmaking. But this was no bed of roses and he knew it too well. When he was filming Aguirre the Wrath of God in Peru, he often had to resort to humbling measures to make ends meet such as trading personal belongings for sacks of rice. He also had to fend off the naysayers, those who questioned his rather unorthodox vision and stand his ground.  When he came up with the idea of dragging a ship over a mountain in the thick Peruvian jungle on the set of Fitzcarraldo, people thought he had lost his mind. He was faced with many setbacks while creating that masterpiece, yet he persevered. Werner's life has been cast with struggle, but he has endured it all, because he knew that the road to fulfillment is an uphill battle.

If we spend our life chasing unrealistic goals we'll become frustrated and dissatisfied. With purpose comes perspective and that’s when those mundane emotions such as happiness, sadness and uncertainty take a whole new meaning.